Yesterday was a difficult day. I don't think that the heat and humidity helped at all. At speech Alexis was not following directions, at home she wasn't following directions and she was very emotional all day. Especially at dinner when all she wanted was mac & cheese. She just cried and cried and cried.

Her behaviors made me reflect later in the day on how that was the way she behaved when she was smaller and younger. She has always been stubborn and we have always pushed her. It has just been getting harder to push her because she is getting bigger and heavier. If we hadn't pushed her through out the years, she would not be where she is today. So we will continue to push and she will continue to push back. That is just how it is going to be.

Struggling

I don't know what has happened but Alexis seems to not want to follow directions. This is something we have struggled with since the beginning of last school year. It has just really tried my patience this summer. I don't know if is her acting like a normal child her age, hormones, or she is just being difficult.

She also only seems to respond to one volume which is my loudest volume. I have been working a lot on parenting like Christ would. I don't feel like I can accomplish that when I am yelling. Ugh. I hope she knows how much I really do love her.

1p36 Conference

I am so grateful for the opportunity that my family had to go to the conference in Indianapolis this year. We found out about it about a week or so before it was held. I had to get my doctor's permission to go because I am due at the end of this month. I am so glad we got to go.

It was great meeting and seeing the other families and children. It was great to feel apart of a community that knew what your trials were like. I was concerned that our family wouldn't have a lot to offer because Alexis' complications don't seem that severe however, that is not the case. What I learned is that we can all benefit from each other no matter what.

Thank you to those who put their time and effort into planning this conference. I hope to be able to attend every year.